It always makes me cry when I look at the pictures of my grandparents. They are still very much alive in my mind and in my heart. And then suddenly, I have memories of them unconscious in hospital beds and lifeless in caskets.
I love you my abuelo y abuela. I know I can cry myself the entire day but I also know that you don't want me to do that. I know that you want me to live my life and enjoy it. I know that you want me to be strong and keep doing my best.
I always try to shake it off and stop my tears after crying for a few seconds. I know crying won't change anything. It won't bring them back.
I just want the world and the universe to know that I really love my grandparents and I miss them so much.
I know that they don't want me to dwell so much on their passing but rather focus more on how to live my life ahead as a better person.
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https://tonirosepinero.blogspot.com/2017/08/better-days.html
This is my digital notebook. I created this because I find it more convenient and easily accessible to put my thoughts in a blog post than on paper. My posts are vague, drafts and random tidbits I gather here and there. This is the medium I use to clear my thoughts and conceptualize. Much of what I say here might not make sense. Conversations that would help make sense of things, however, are very much welcome.
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