Wednesday, January 27, 2016
What's wrong with me
I met with my mentor yesterday and I found out that what I was doing was exerting energy that was really bound to be useless.
I was creating a narrative report for each of the participant that I interviewed and she said that what I was doing was for PHD level. What's wrong with me and my standards? I keep on making my life difficult. Not sleeping. staying up late. Stressing myself out. Lack of social life. When the answers are just simple.
I'm going to do a thematic analysis. Something I've done in undergraduate thesis and what I've been doing in research papers at work.
I feel so foolish and stupid.
Thematic analysis Toni !!!!!!
Why do I always aim for the moon when all that is asked for me are the stars?
I don't think this is such an admirable trait all the time. It is exhausting. I am the cause of my own burn out.
SMH... Thematic analysis... Geez Louis.
Ugh. I hate myself right now.