I don’t normally put things that are too personal here in my blog.
But... I am in SO MUCH PAIN ... right now...
I would like to call my grandparents right now for strength, and for clarity.
Lola and Lolo, what are you trying to tell me? Why am I in pain? Why am I going through this?
The last time that I sank into depression was grieving for the lost of my grandparents. And now, I am sinking into depression again for another reason.
I don’t want to talk about that reason anymore, but I just want to put it in record here in my blog, that today... I am going through SO MUCH PAIN. Pain that I haven’t really felt for a very long time.
What does this mean? What is God trying to tell me? What am I supposed to do?
I put my trust and faith in you, my Lord.
I trust in your plan.
But please, don’t let this pain linger so much longer.
This is my digital notebook. I created this because I find it more convenient and easily accessible to put my thoughts in a blog post than on paper. My posts are vague, drafts and random tidbits I gather here and there. This is the medium I use to clear my thoughts and conceptualize. Much of what I say here might not make sense. Conversations that would help make sense of things, however, are very much welcome.
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Monday, February 12, 2018
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