I’m so tired of being sad.

I don’t want to be sad anymore. I feel like I’m just being a walking zombie trying to function and be productive. I’m surrendering my worries to God and letting him work his plan out. I will no longer try to intervene. Lord, just go on with your plans for me. I got carried away with the surprise you showed me and I got too excited. But if it’s not yet time for me to unwrap it, then I concede and I will just wait. I’m tired of being sad. Therefore I will no longer expect but rather just wait and see.