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I don’t normally put things that are too personal here in my blog.

But... I am in SO MUCH PAIN ... right now...

I would like to call my grandparents right now for strength, and for clarity.

Lola and Lolo, what are you trying to tell me? Why am I in pain? Why am I going through this?

The last time that I sank into depression was grieving for the lost of my grandparents. And now, I am sinking into depression again for another reason.

I don’t want to talk about that reason anymore, but I just want to put it in record here in my blog, that today... I am going through SO MUCH PAIN. Pain that I haven’t really felt for a very long time.

What does this mean? What is God trying to tell me? What am I supposed to do?

I put my trust and faith in you, my Lord.

I trust in your plan.

But please, don’t let this pain linger so much longer.